7/29/10

bed conversations: the fear in change

me: i'm scared of moving away. what if...? what if...? what if...?
bob: that's allowed. if you're not afraid of life sometimes, you're not doing it right.

7/19/10

positive reinforcement



a sunny day in may...while passing through our soon to be new home town (then unknown, of course)

bob: ok. i changed my mind. i could do Smithers.
me: just like that?
b: just like that. fuck, i'd even take up golf if i golfed underneath those mountains.
m: ?!?!
b: ok, not really.

7/8/10