all sorts of images fly through my head with amazing speed and no clarity.
i can't keep up.
i see myself in front of my new employer, teary-eyed, saying "how's this for an introduction?"
i see me standing on the mountain side in turkey, lost in thought, sunshine on my face, a cool breeze (can't help the cliche shots)
i've spent the last 5 years of my life getting healthy, mentally & physically.
i'm just finishing a degree in a profession i can finally be content in.
i quit smoking.
i eat crazy healthy that i sometimes wonder if i'll sprout babies since i can't have any
it can't be that bad.
but the thoughts won't stop until the doc says what he's got to say.
happiness -- at last -- please don't deny me that.
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